Ever since the devblog about core limits released, I've not wanted to play.
I logged in for 2 minutes to take a screenshot of my base and to queue up more core talents.
I'm satisfied with the new proposed limits. Before I was going to be maybe 10 cores over the limit and now I'll have breathing room for the future.
Other than that, I've been watching the discord chat do it's usual thing, people saying that anyone complaining about core limits are worthless and should just leave the game. People throwing out insults and calling people names. Why on earth would I want to join a group with people like that? Am I supposed to join an org with people like that who I wouldn't trust in my most desperate hour? If they're my only lifeline, I'd rather just call it quits than trust them with even the smallest thing. I wouldn't take a ride from one market to another from somebody who does nothing but insult and berate other people everytime their name pops up in chat.
It's been that way for a while, PVPer's calling people carebears for not wanting to fight in PVP space and screaming for territory warfare and safezones to come down so they have something to destroy. People constantly saying they want a wipe to set everyone back to square one and if you speak up against a wipe you're told you're selfish and have mental issues in real life.
Maybe some people do have issues in life and they play a game to escape?
Now, I have no confidence on what the future looks like. I wouldn't be surprised if a wipe is required and I've wasted my time building things. Some people like to destroy things and that's ok, but they want to destroy everything made by people who don't like PVP and play for a creative outlet. And they're loud and vocal and never stop on their crusade to wipe the game and run off anyone who doesn't think or play like they do.
I know not all PVPer's are bad, cruel people, but it's that vocal few that color my entire view of that portion of the game.
So now, I can log in and MU calibrate and cut down on core counts and wait for the vertex tool which I've wanted for months, only to constantly have it in the back of my mind that everything will be wiped or some other change will be put in place like territory warfare so that somebody can come and take my solo base just to see me get upset. I won't rant about it happening in discord when the time comes, I'll just slide silently out the side door flipping the bird to everyone as I go.
This whole fiasco has ruined my mood around the game and left me with very little confidence that things will work out in the end. Maybe I'm just "too emotional and need some help". I've come to expect overwhelmingly negative feedback from other players so I expect it.
For now, I don't have the energy or desire to play the game, just log on and put money in tiles and wait and see if things get better or worse for my desired gameplay style.